Spirit animal

Question, do you have a spirit animal? And if so, how did you discover what it was? 

I struggle with not feeling “human”. I feel separate from the world. For whatever strange reason I always wanted a spirit animal because I feel that seeing those characteristics within myself will help connect me to the world. It’s as though having a spirit animal will make me more human. It may seem strange, but it’s the type of thing that goes through my mind sometimes.